Dear SORRY ~~~~

Recently i was keep on argue wif my dear ~ js because of something n some1 ......

I feel so sad when i know there hv some1 say love her ... even i noe dear is not ~~~

I know hate tat guy is useless and childish ~ but i really cant control it as i know i cant lost dear ~

Many time i told dear i wont say tat guy but at the end i still say abt him .... coz he really make me betahan ~~~ haizzzzzzzzzzzz

Anyway how ~I dun 1 argue wif dear js because of him or something .... coz i worry the more i say or wat .... js make Dear get mm song n angry me !!! Because of him ... i do many stupid thing to hut dear dy ~~ WHY WHY WHY ???


DEAR ~ SORRY !!!!!

Worries ~

Today we went for dinner at Desa Petaling to eat PAN MEE (which she like to eat)!!!!! ^^

When my Dear seat into my car... i felt she so FAN ngam ~ But i din ask her anything yet la !!! Once we reach that place.....after we having our PAN MEE !!! we chit chat lo ........... from the conversation.... she told me that she so FAN for her assignment coz need pass up on 2moro dy !!! At that time... i feel wanna help her but i noe she dun 1 me to help coz she felt is her thing thn must done by herself ~~ so i js be her audience and listen wat she wanna share wif me !!!

After send her bck home ~ we stil got chit chat in my car around 1 hours plus !!! Around 10pm, finally i send her bck home n see~ing her step into her house. Once i reach home, i fast fast took my bath coz i need help her collect her FB thing (hehe)....thn waiting her lo ~~ coz worry she looking me later ....

SUDDENLY ~ Dear msg me on msn said that she really worry can't finish her work !!! thn i ask her let me to help ... thn she send to me lo !!!! When i get the question, i talk to myself must DONE for her even I DUNO ~~~ haha !!!! Of course, i sure go ask my fren for help la !!! HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.............. i noe i cant help her anything

HOWEVER... i js hope she can done it early n get a good rest jek !!!

Dear ~~~ im do my best jor !!! i js done for 70%.....other is get from my fren !!!!!

HOPE MY DEAR CAN DONE IT EARLY !!! DUN WISH TO SEE HER FAN & SAN FU !!!!!

Gadu....h ~

On last few days, we gaduh again because of duno WAT !!! From the day we started, i started feel pain coz ngo mm zap guan mou hui !!!! FEEELING DAMN SAD !!!!

On tat few days, i though i really lost her when i heard her voice is so serious till i feel scare !!!! After tat moment, i told to myself i must Tam her back ~ coz i noe i love her !!!!

So lucky tat she wan me back ~ really thanks to god !!! i dun wish to lost her again !!!!!

Bad Mood

today i really in bad mood not because im angry any1 or lost any1....... is 1ST TIME SHE SAY ME HOU FAN ~ haha ... wat the most hurt i heard from her

today i talked wif her when she finish her study from school n resting at home ~~ while in the talking on phone ..... i not sengaja say 1 sentences which i duno she will feel tat n say sumthing bad to me !!! i duno how to tam her bck after tat !!!


actly i nvr ever feel she is ..........i can gv her say anything to me but i wont care even tat is bad sentences coz i noe i love her i need her ~

today i feel bad mood because of she is the gal whose i love.... i dun wish to see her be like tat !!! i noe she want me tam. i do my best to tam her but it seem like not work !!! i noe every gal oso hope their bf tam bck after they having arguement or any unhappy happen !!! To her, i noe she is n i din say i dun 1 to tam bck or even more serious to say tat i dun 1 lost her !

by the way ~ i wont angry her because i und n is my fault. is me din do well !!!

School

in this morning ... i feel her in my heart & miss her ..... but unlucky i argue wif her on ytsterday. I want to say to her that im not sengaja, hope she can feel i js care her ... may b im did the wrong way to show my care to her !!

in this morning i seem like so bad luck also lo coz when i ride motor from my house to company, once i want to turn to the BIG ROAD ... got 1 stupid car is reversing but he cant saw me ... hampir langgar to me .. but lucky i got saw him if not ~~~ haizzzzzzzz

in the noon ~ im so surprise is i can go to her school to fetch her bck ~~~ even im late to go to office n gv some ppl say on me ... but im happy n feel it worth to me coz i can saw her face after the school...n can send her go bck home to rest ......

at night ... haha ~seem like cant finish my story ...... raining day (so cham coz im riding ma) thn i go to McD bought 1 set of bugger and went to her house n hv a seat (actually wanna see her jek ). Be4 i turn to tat McD, i hampir fall down wif my motor when im doin a turn left into thr... so lucky again i turn it bck. When i reached her house n go into her house jor, sambil having my bigger sambil look at her. I saw her FAN wif her assignment, i really duno wat can i help and feel so useless plus she ask me on9 oso !! OMG ~ i lagi feel useless .... haiz !!!!!!!!!

9.30pm finally i have to go bck my house jor ....on the way i riding my motor ... i miss her again !! is very very tat 1 !!

Moody Day ~

tis few duno why so bad mood ~ seem like lost something wif me !! i dislike the feeling ..... beside that my dear she always sound so sien .... i think it may because of me ! haizzzzz......... how how how ?? i dun wish to see her be like tat !! i so unhappy when i saw wat she post tat !

i noe im so selfish ... dear if u feel the way i treat u is so suffer n unhappy .. u mind let me noe ! i will change n und u geh ! i js wan our relationship become more stable ... love is both of us thing ... sometime u can say me on something tat i did wrong ! i will und u !

About Me

hehe ~ last time i was created my blog but din write anything on it !!!

for those who noe me .... they sure are my best fren or love~~ but i can tel who duno me well also!

im js a simple boy who like play badminton n swimming, i quite fatty geh (cant slim down jor duno why), im the oni son in my family. I got 1 elder sis and 1 young sis, many ppl say my face damn look like my dad n sis (like a printing ..totally same face) haha !!!!

O ya! 4get to tel u all tat im a relationship wif a gal who i meet her after i worked !!! Her name is 1 2 (sound so good rite) ...